I'm not a real insomniac. I just think I am. No, the truth is that I am not doing my homework, and I don't know why. Well, I do know why--I won't sign the hell off facebook because I'm just too interested in looking at all the people (not) in my life. But I'm tired, and I have school and work tomorrow like every single freaking day. God, I'm tired. I wish I could just sleep til forever... which I guess would be dying, but. It wouldn't feel like that. You would just feel psyched at the prospect of getting to sleep til forever. So now I'm thinking about skipping, but I can't really do that... I skipped all my classes on Monday because I was too tired from going to Plymouth the night before and coming back early that morning. So I missed my advising session, and now I have to scramble like an idiot to make an appointment, and be surely told that they can't do squat cos I never handed in my immunization form BECAUSE I'm a lazy idiot that never scheduled a physical back in June when I usually do for camp. So this is all counter-intuitive to the fact that I'm an incredible slacker who doesn't get anything done for herself unless there are very immediate consequences, but for now, since I'm young, there aren't, really. Jesus Christ, what is my problem?
If I skip:
-I won't hand in my English work, and will HAVE to do it that night, and e-mail it
-I won't get the math assignment, and will receive a 0
-I will miss the Anthropology mid-term
-I will get some sleep, but still have to wake up at 12 to get to work on time
Okay, so basically I just need to suck it up and get my ass to school in approximately 3 hours. I need to get off this, do my work, take a shower, drink a shitload of coffee, go to class, go to advising, go get my check, deposit check, go to work, suffer, go to the fahking garment district to get a stupid costume, go to the supermarket to get the last remaining brunch things, and thennnnn yeah. go to bed. work saturday, halloween party at basically a stranger's house, get wasted, come back here with some friends, get more wasted, go to bed, birthday brunch in the morning, the end.
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